Monday, Monday..... just like any other Monday...

I've started to play around with the layout and the HTML of this blog... so, if looks crapped up and you can't read it, that's why. I figure I'd better start practicing here before taking on the challenge of newhomefreeland.com. I also had a bit of a look-see with the website that I made for the memoryscape project. Speaking of which - I have to do another one.... but of a Toronto Monument. One that will pull us away the personal nature we encountered in the first project. If you have any suggestions, please let me know... I'm thinking of doing the sculptures at University and Queen. I've never had a really good look at them, either I'm whizzing by on a street car or running across the intersection before the light changes. I couldn't even tell you what the statues are about. I'm sure there will be some literature about them as well. I mean, even during Frosh Week when we're all standing in the fountain.... the most I remember was Heather convincing some homeless guy to put his dick away.

Today is Monday... I just realized I don't have class tomorrow. This is a week of doing nothing. I should really start packing. I got an "apology" message on facebook (I guess you could call it that... although there was really no apology - just another excuse or explanation for what has transpired... maybe I'm being too critical... maybe I'm just good at running and hiding), so I have to see how I'm going to approach it. The ball is in my court now. Gord and I found some awesome potential places.... I guess we'll have to find some time to look at these places and make a decision.

I started designing my own necklaces now... with no input other than my own inspiration. I also finished an order for Woods & Woods again. I guess I should update that blog and website too. Lots to do online!! I also should get on a set of November goals.... already a third of the way through. On top of that I'll have to send out my annual email to friends and family to see if I can snag a couple of more orders, get me through the month. I have to also try to get my hands on resin.

My insecurity is waivering. I feel like I'm riding ocean swells.... one minute I'm so sure about myself and the next I feel like I'm a delusional degenerate. The weather is nice, so I have that to help me keep my spirits hight.

Drew went to the Urgent Care clinic at the hospital near my house to have his shoulder looked at. He has been keeping the both of us tossing and turning all night long. I can't tell you how long its been since I've had a good night's sleep. It shows in my face too... I just look tired all the time.... and I barely leave the apartment. A shower would do me good too I'm sure. My chronic back pain is back, last night was bad - then it suddenly disappeared - but that could have been the wine.

We went to go see Junior Boys. I would like to say that it was good. I know I had a good time, I know the music was great... but I was too drunk. Too drunk to appreciate the musical talents that I paid to see... how disappointing. But that is what I get for thinking I could drink 5 beers in an hour or so.... just drowning my sorrows... letting everything blurrrrrrrrrrr......

Anyway, listening to Neon Indian has also proved to keep me from curling up into a ball and sleeping the beautiful day away. I forced myself to go outside and get a newspaper. I did the crossword in the breezy sunshine.... I gave my Metropass to Nick so that he could get back and forth from school today or else I'd go for a walk downtown.

The dishes have piled high from feasting yesterday. I guess I should contribute. After all, I complained how I was feeling taken advantage of and decided to sit on my ass for a week... now I just feel bad.

OH GET OVER IT SLAW....

okay, I'm going to go get over it.